Late Night

Well, I really shouldnt be up this late...a coworker worked for me, pulling a double, just so I could get some sleep tonight. She is an amazing person! :-) I just find myself however, unable to sleep. Today has been a pretty good day. Crazy graveyard, so I got off work kinda late this morning. Then slept from like 8/830 till 4pm...so 7 hours of glorious sleep... Then I went out with my roommate and we got some pizza and watched some ER. :-D It was a fun time, it really was. Yet in this day I find myself even as happy as times are just having these crazy spells. I'll be perfectly happy, singing, thinking about my testimony, etc....then all of the sudden I feel extremely exhausted, tired, I want to hide and I get my "head noise"... then now I'm going through feeling good to all the sudden crying and feeling so lonely and needing to disconnect myself from the world. Its weird, especially since I know that nothing happened to cause it really. Craziness...I'm not PMS'ing either I know that ... I'll have to keep an eye on it cause this is no fun. It kind of feels nice to blog again. Its been a long time since I could just write down or rather type how I feel. On facebook and my other blog, perhaps because I knew people read it more or that it was more out there available for people to read, I have always been very careful as to what I blog. I only want to write things and thoughts that talk about God and things he's taught me, etc. I even find myself doing that in my journal. Its nice to kinda just break free of that and still do that, but feel more free to write about other thoughts and feelings too....not because I want the world to see them, but for my benefit as well...

Anyways I was reading a great article the other day, can't remember where from but I read it none the less....and it was talking about how often do we inquire of the Lord? Many times we go to others to get advice and help and though those avenues are good and sometimes necessary, we can't remember out the best person to answer us and to help us..and that is Heavenly Father. :-)